Wednesday, August 9, 2017

13 days

And things have gone to hell at work. I just sent an open application to a supermarket, I'm just so done with this. I can't handle all this stress. I can't handle all the negativity we get and I can just work and sleep, work and sleep. I'm done. I'm just so done...

Wednesday, August 2, 2017

Mental breakdown

Searching for a new apartment, all the while having our biggest financial struggle and my mental health is starting to break down. I can't handle things like this!!!!!!!! I'm weak and pathetic and motherfucking whiny-ass bitch!

Friday, July 28, 2017

Fucking ow again

This will be a summer from hell. And I've wanted it to be over as soon as the temps climbed over 18C the first time. Fuck this. FUCK THIS.

Tuesday, July 25, 2017

Day 2: OW

Can't say much about my job, except that OW. My feet are killing me and so far, 8 hours is just too much for me. 6 I can handle, but 8 leaves me crying from pain and exhaustion. I hope my legs can get better at handling the shoes and the walking in less than the previous 3 weeks of sore feet.
If not... Not sure how can I handle rest of the summer, because I'm totally looking for the winter....


Monday, July 17, 2017

A message to the moronic, no-life bullies who tormented me

After all you put me through,
You think I'd despise you,
But in the end I wanna thank you,
'Cause you've made me that much stronger

Well I thought I knew you, thinkin' that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were there by my side, always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames cause your greed sold me out in shame
After all of the stealing and cheating you probably think that
I hold resentment for you
But uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do, I wouldn't know
Just how capable I am to pull through
So I want to say thank you
Cause it
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Never saw it coming, all of your backstabbing
Just so you could cash in on a good thing before I'd realize your game
I heard you're goin' round playin', the victim now
But don't even begin feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies cause you're wanting to haunt me
But that won't work anymore, no more,
It's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now and never back down
So I want to say thank you
Cause it
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to know the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
You won't stop me
I am a fighter and I
I ain't goin' stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
You thought I would forget,
But I remember
'Cause I remember
I remember
You thought I would forget,
But I remember
'Cause I remember
I remember
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter


Except I don't wanna thank you. I still wanna end you. 

Monday, June 5, 2017

Damn

Wifey at lab, I stayed behind to clean. Better hustle then =) Friend coming over soon <3

Wednesday, May 10, 2017

OMG vol 2

I think I got myself a job after this job. Am I good or am I good!

13 days

And things have gone to hell at work. I just sent an open application to a supermarket, I'm just so done with this. I can't handle a...